I suspect, and I hope, that I may have one such moment tomorrow. And although it may turn out to be just a piece of a defining moment (with the rest to follow), I’ll settle for a piece right about now.
I’ve been waiting for this opportunity for a long while and I have a feeling that if I don’t take advantage of it, I will regret it for a very long time. It’s about speaking out and speaking from the heart. And it may be difficult and awkward, but it needs to be done. The thing is, I’m not particularly good at it.
Which makes me apprehensive. If all goes as I think it will, I will have a clear direction. It won’t be so foggy in my head anymore. If it doesn’t go as I anticipate, my life might become even more complicated than it is now. But the thing of it is, it’s all pretty much up to me. Which is scary and exciting at the same time.
I recognize that this blog post is cryptic. I promise to link back to it once the outcome of tomorrow’s moment reveals itself. And when it does, all of you who know me and are aware of my internal tug-of-war will understand.
Fingers and toes crossed.